I hate this feeling inside of me,
I hate this feeling of agony.
I wish I didn't feel like this,
I'm used to being in such bliss.
I'm scared of what might be,
I'm scared of this thing inside of me.
Im sittin in school in 8th peirod so its about 1:40 and im supost to be workin on math!! Im so bored and i dont understand anyof that crap!! lol Well just wanted to write a lil something i have wrote a few more poems but i havent submitted them yet! I dont think there good enough and there all about my ex! So there all feelin sorry for myself! which i hate doin! I also drew a few things and have a few pics i wanna up up but i dont think i know how i can put them up! Oh well well im gonna go look for some new stuff! Any comments would be greatly appreated! lol thanks!
Just sittin here tryin to get my mind off some stuff! Just got done checkin my messages! Didnt get anything good! lol jk! Im so tierd i cryed all night and i think i even did in my sleep too! I was soo upset after i talked to my ex on the phone last night but it helped to talk to him and then cry all night it really got some feelings out! Its so hard to do something you dont wanna do but you know you have to! Im confused more than ever! Anyway i have work to do today and then im going to a play tonight so ill be around today! Check out my new submitted stuff and any comments would be greatly appreiated!